Alina Farkas on how men support the culture of violence. If he hits you, he will go to jail: new laws against domestic violence have appeared in Ukraine
Sasha Rtut is the leader of the rock group "MERCURY" and the founder of the "MERCURY against violence" movement, which is aimed at protecting people from domestic terror, both physical and emotional.
It's no secret that rock music has always been a kind of mouthpiece for youth. Protest sentiments against the background of the conflict with generally accepted standards, often became the only musical embodiment that made it possible to simply and accessiblely convey to the public the problems of our time. This phenomenon did not bypass the “MERCURY” group, which, according to best traditions Rock music calls on society to pay attention to the imperfections of existing foundations.
Desire to help people and change lives in better side Sasha Mercury appeared at a fairly young age: initially these were abandoned animals, which she sent to shelters or gave into good hands. Then, as I grew older, I began helping classmates who were humiliated at school and who needed moral support, then volunteering in public organizations. Afterwards - the creation of a group, in the texts of which most of the topics are in one way or another connected with calls to change the lives of people around them for the better. The “MERCURY” group, led by Sasha, organized a fundraising campaign for the filming of a video for the song “Kill Me,” which was aimed at supporting the “MERCURY against violence” movement.
“The article on domestic violence has been decriminalized, and only administrative liability is imposed for committing inappropriate actions towards one or more family members. I often come across the fact that when I suggest that the injured party contact the law enforcement agencies, the maximum that the police can do is impose a fine, and, accordingly, there is no question of any criminal case. I believe that it is not enough to simply pursue a more active social policy and create more crisis centers. We need to make sure that people are not afraid to talk about this problem.”
After a crowdfunding campaign to raise funds for the video and the creation of the “ Crisis centers“On the group’s website, Sasha began to write to people who were experiencing psychological or physical terror at home. According to Sasha, some only needed moral support, but not every one of those who applied could immediately speak openly about what happened to them and what their problem was. That is why she and her team morally supported such people, and after that they were sent to the nearest centers where they could feel safe and where professional help was provided by specialists. On this moment MERCURY Against Violence was able to help seven victims who wished to remain anonymous. Now the movement continues its activities, supervising three more victims of domestic violence and at the same time participating in charity events.
“The creation of the MERCURY against violence movement has made me tougher in some aspects, because I cannot calmly react to what is happening in families where acts of violence against relatives are the norm. I cannot help but note that this movement has made our entire group more mature. Therefore, if someone doubts his abilities or thinks that the result is unattainable, I want to say that you just need to understand what exactly he wants to do and begin to bring it to life, because even one person who is not indifferent to problems of others, can save at least one life,” says Sasha.
For all the family troubles, Marina blamed only herself: bad wife, bad housewife. I couldn’t please, I couldn’t predict, I caused irritation and anger, I did something wrong. I just developed a tactic to avoid conflicts - don’t touch my husband. Don't offend, don't ask questions. Avoid. The husband did not work, drank, lay on the sofa with a laptop in front of the TV, but periodically threw stools and broke dishes. For the time being he didn’t touch her, he only threatened her. Over the years of marriage, she became isolated, abandoned all her previous hobbies and reduced her life to just home and everyday life. I worked two jobs, endured and carried everything on myself. It was a shame to admit that her entire family life was a hopeless nightmare. I hid it even from my mother.
sleeping Beauty
Marina is sitting at a cafe table in the center of Yekaterinburg - interesting woman middle-aged. Slender, tall, with a straight back, she talks about her life and herself as an outsider - in an even, calm voice, without emotion. About the life of that Marina, as she was for eighteen years and as she no longer wants to be. “I understand that I myself am the author of this whole situation,” Marina shrugs. - My husband has always been like this. And for some reason I naively thought that as soon as we got married, everything would change and my husband would become the same as my dad always was.”
Marina was born in Yekaterinburg in a prosperous, friendly family. The parents lived together all their lives. Dad happily tinkered with her and her sister and helped mom with the housework. Alcohol appeared on the table only after big holidays. My family life she imagined the same. I didn’t understand that I needed to immediately rebuild my position and talk through how to live. And do not consider alcoholic libations without reason to be an accident. Her silent attempts to model her family life on the model of her parents failed. She did not start conversations with her husband or mother-in-law about the rules of life. At first I tried to involve him in the decision various issues. And then she dropped her hands and just silently dragged everything herself. The husband did not interfere in anything. If you want to give birth, give birth. If you want to work, go work. First a daughter was born, four years later a son.
“And for some reason I naively thought that as soon as we got married, everything would change and my husband would become the same as my dad always was.”
When, during another scandal that broke out out of the blue, Marina suddenly received a slap in the face from her husband, she decided to stand up for herself. Boldly looking into his eyes, she declared that only weaklings raise their hands against women. But this only provoked her husband, and she received several more blows to the face. Marina was saved from serious injuries by her fourteen-year-old daughter. She intervened, talked dad out of it and took him to the store. And Marina, having washed the blood from her face, went to the emergency room and the police. Doctors recorded a broken nose and bruises. But the police waved away the bruised applicant, chasing her around the offices. And in each case they told her that the case was not criminal, and asked her not to drag the police into family squabbles. She was never able to leave a statement. And a day later my husband rushed to the hospital. He sobered up, saw his wife with a red and blue mess instead of a face, and was so worried that he had an ulcer. In the hospital room, the husband apologized, shed tears and promised never again. For a while, peace and sobriety were established in the family.
When Marina started talking about divorce and exchanging the apartment, her husband did not object and did not even make a fuss. I just completely withdrew: what you need is what you do. If you want to get a divorce, get a divorce. If you want to change your apartment, go change it. Divorcing and leaving was not as easy as it seems. It all came down to housing. There is nowhere to go with two children. More precisely, mom was always ready to accept - and a couple of times Marina returned briefly to her parents’ apartment, but her sister, her husband and two children were already living in it with her mom and dad. There are eight people in total - there is absolutely no room to turn around.
Marina rented an apartment, took the children and left. Salaries for myself, children and rent for an apartment, which cost 25 thousand rubles a month, ceased to be enough very quickly. I took out loans and couldn’t stop thinking about my husband all the time. And then my husband’s mother died, he was left completely alone and started drinking. Marina decided that it was time to return: her husband needed support.
Hard Awakening
The family idyll did not last long. Two months later, the husband again used his fists; an ambulance took Marina to the hospital with a broken head. Marina says that it was while she was lying in the hospital with a concussion that she suddenly woke up and looked at her life with completely different eyes.
“Why did I endure all this? How could she allow herself to be treated like this? Why should my children grow up in this nightmare? - sending question after question out into the universe from her hospital bed, Marina finally admitted that she couldn’t cope on her own and she needed help. Otherwise, she will return to her husband again and the violence will continue for years - or, conversely, the very next blow will send her to the next world or to a wheelchair. When a friend handed me the phone numbers of services that help victims of domestic violence in Yekaterinburg, she did not resist. A friend had suggested asking for help before, but Marina brushed it off. “Just taking the first step and admitting problems in your family is very difficult. I’m ashamed to say that I allowed myself to be treated this way,” says Marina.
What finally pushed her to pick up the phone and call the help center was to contact the police. Marina's application Once again refused to accept. They asked with grins and grins - maybe there are reasons to treat you like this? “If we open a case, we’ll give him a fine. He is unemployed, which means you will pay. Do you need it? - they told Marina. The application was not accepted, but they promised to conduct an investigation. In the end, a local police officer came to their home for a preventive conversation. The conversation turned out to be amazing. The district police officer quickly found the last one - a thirteen-year-old boy. He told Marina’s son: “It’s your fault that dad got so nervous and couldn’t control himself.” That day, the father really scolded his son in an aggressive manner for the mess on the table. Marina stood up and once again got it. The district police officer considered his mission completed and left.
“It’s just the murderous attitude of the police,” Marina laments. - My son is already very worried about what is happening before his eyes. And then a man in uniform gave him responsibility.”
The refusal to initiate a case against the aggressor, the mocking and sometimes simply boorish attitude of the police towards a woman victim of domestic violence often becomes the last straw. The woman withdraws into herself and accepts the fact that there is nowhere else to wait for help. The next day, Marina called “Aistenok” -organizing assistance to women in difficult situation. The center offered her help from a psychologist, a lawyer and temporary housing.
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“We haven’t gone anywhere. Stayed at home. For some reason, now I’m not afraid that this will happen again,” says Marina. “I just realized that first I need to change myself. Otherwise, my departure, divorce and exchange of apartments will not change anything. I have a bunch of my own problems that I have been accumulating for years. Working with a psychologist, I clearly understood that all my life I felt and behaved like a victim. I'm tired of being a victim and I want to change completely."
Step by step
For two months now, Marina has been meeting with a psychologist every week at the Aistenok resource center. At the first meetings, the specialist gradually talked to Marina about what she really wants to see her life like, and now they are building together turn-based strategy changes. Marina says that it is small, gradual steps that are important to her - if you immediately draw yourself a big and bright goal at the end of the path, you will certainly get scared and stumble. Almost twenty years later, Marina decided to return to the dance hall - once upon a time she devoted many years to modern choreography and even participated in concerts. But with marriage the dancing ended. Now the dream of mastering tango has become an important clue on the path to returning to myself.
“I realized that first I need to change myself. Otherwise, my departure, divorce and exchange of apartments will not change anything.”
Marina is not angry with her husband. She says that she is grateful to him for the lessons. He believes that the universe is tired of watching Marina weakly live her life, and the universe sent her husband’s fists into Marina’s head so that she would finally wake up.
Most often, only specialists can find a way out of the vicious circle of self-abasement and addiction. When a person has been stewing in a cauldron of problems face to face with an aggressor for many years, a feeling of hopelessness very often arises. At this moment, it is important to overcome yourself and not be afraid to pick up the phone and call. "I have great desire get on your feet and start helping such a center. And just talk to women - convince them not to be afraid to seek help and not bring them to an extreme situation, says Marina. “If only I had known about them earlier...” In January, she plans to bring her children to Aistenka.
For fifteen years now, “Aistenok” in Yekaterinburg and the Sverdlovsk region has been helping women with children who find themselves in difficult life situations. The resource center is engaged in the prevention of social orphanhood, helping children and women who have survived violence. Psychologists work at the center lawyers, specialists social work and educators. Their services for women in difficult situations are completely free.
However, to pay for the work of specialists and utilities in a crisis apartment in 2018, you need money. Let's together help "Stork" work further - so that those who do not have the strength to cope with their misfortune on their own will always have somewhere to turn.